Monday, November 30, 2009
New job new life

YOYO!! I'm back!!

I'm out of the sadness already.. acutally I'm out of it for quite some time already..but it's just that I'm lazy to update. hehe.

Anyway.. I'm working in a new environment now... with new friends and new life!!

I said that I'm living a new life cause I'm wearing my braces SOON!! on 14th Dec onward.. u guys can call me braces gal! hehe. ANYWAY.. the doctor cheated my feelings! I thought I was going to put on the wires today.. I was ssssooooo looking forward to it!! but today she just placed the mola rings on the teeth. =.= I still thought I could get braces over and done sooner... but it seems like I cant nw. haiz.. I dont wanna wait.. I want it to be finished soon!!!!!!!!!!!

okok... going off soon... bye~!!

Zhen =P

5:33 PM

Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Please let go...

It had already been 3 weeks since we broke up... but I still feel pain when I saw the close pictures that he took with his girl friends. Can anyone please help me.. teach me how to let go.

Help me let go of him....

Zhen =P

10:50 AM

Thursday, October 22, 2009
random

Felt very emo yesterday... suddenly though of Ian... my ex.. although we only dated for 3 1/2 months, but I still cherish the times that we had together. Don't know what or where went wrong... things just didnt worked out between the two of us. Haiz.. no point holding on to a person that had already lost the feelings for you.

It's between 2 weeks since I'm single again. At first I was not used to it.. But thanks to all my friends.. they accompanied me whenever I'm feeling down. THANKS GUYS!!!

Anyway.. yesterday I didnt feel like going home so early, so I managed to ask a friend, Tan Xiao, to go have dinner with me at Suntec's Pepper Lunch.
We met up at City Hall and walked there. Yesterday the whole City Link, Marina Square and Suntec were very quite (compared to the normal days).. there were very few people around! Even after dinner, we walked around Suntec, the place was still quite poorly populated.
OH YA!!!! After our dinner... on our way up the escalator... we saw this caucasian standing at the end of the escalator... holding a piece of paper saying "HUG ME". When we saw it.. I asked Tan Xiao to go and hug him.. but he didnt want to. I asked him why... and he said... "I'm Homo-phobic." hahahahaha I cant stop laughing!

Tan Xiao.. if you were to see this post... I think I know why you dont have any guy friends already! Because your HOMO-PHOBIC!! hahahahaha. XD
So if wanna have more guy friends... you need to treat your Homo-phobic problem first!

Ok.. back to where I stopped. It was really very boring walking around a quite deserted shopping center.. so we headed home.

Although I was still feeling knida emo then... but much better than I was in the day time. Think I really need to get myself out of this situation. If not... I dont know how long do I have to be emo.

Quite many of my friends told me the best way to get rid of such feeling.. is to get into another relationship.. But it's easier said then done.. Hmm... BUT.. if you guys got any nice guys to intro... do tell me! I dont mind making more friends!!!!!!!! hahah.. jk jk.
If it's really friends.. I'm ok. As for going into relationship... let nature take it's course. =]

Zhen =P

4:03 PM

Sunday, October 18, 2009
A fruitful Saturday (17/10/09)

Yesterday morning I was woke up by my dad at 6 plus in the morning.. just because my parents and my sis wanna go Mount Faber for a walk. =.= I was so tire...! But I managed to drag myself out of bed... and joined them for a walk.

We went up from Henderson Wave there.. then walked all the walk to the top of Mount Faber.

In the evening... I met up with Alan, Azhar and Edmund at Orchard Central.. We wanted to watch movie.. the easliest time slots were all packed! Then we headed to Boat Quay... wanted to go Timbre.. but packed =.= So we went to Yellow Jello Retrobar to have some drinks!

First, we ordered a jar of Jim Bean + Coke. Edmund and I then shared a glass of Waterfall. Then ordered a glass of Boston Beach Party. Last but not least... we ordered a glass of Flaming Lamborghini each! Luckily no one was drank. hahaha.

After that, we went to catch a midnight movie, 500 days of Summer, at Cineleisure. Hmm.. guessed I was too tire... I think I slept through half of the moive. hahahhaa. Felt bad that I went asleep.

Hmm... we all went home after that. It's a long yet fruitful day! hehe ^^

Can't wait for the next outing! ^^

Labels: Percious Memories

Zhen =P

8:25 PM

Thursday, September 10, 2009
Good Hair!

Finally... My hair feels good again!!! For the past weeks... I had been having a very bad hair. Don't know why, after using the new packaging shampoo, my hair became very sticky and looked oily. But NOW.... My hair feels GOOD and NICE!!! hehe. Cause I change a new shampoo today! My hair is once soft, smooth and bouncy. hehe. =D

I'm a happy gal now. hehe.

Zhen =P

9:02 PM

Once again...
Once again.. I screwed things up... again... yesterday night... well done. Give me around of applause. Is there anything that I can right? is it me or is it us?

Zhen =P

8:07 AM

Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Random

Haiz.. guessed I'm really getting bored of this job.

Hmm... guess I was too sticky in our relationship... think that's why sometimes I caused him to feel irritated. To say the truth.. I'm quite a sticky person. Sorry that I had been quite a pain at time before... But now I'm learning not to be so sticky. Learning to give each other enough space to breath and do our own stuffs.

Hmm.. just in case anyone had read this post before editing, this is what I meant by getting used to... and not getting bored or anything bad about our relationship. So please don't get the wrong idea. I still have feelings for my dear dear... and I know that he feels the same way as me too. ^^

Hope that we can talk things out whenever a problem surfaces and hope that we can last for as long as possible. =D

Zhen =P

12:14 PM

Saturday, September 05, 2009
Dinner with dear and his friends

Just came back to from dinner with dear and his friends. We went to Sunset Way's Yum Yum Thai to eat.

Hmm... At first felt quite weird there... but after awhile. things was ok.
Hmm.. it's been quite sometime since I last saw dear, today finally had the time. Although not alone, but better than nohing. Hmm.. He's going to be busy for the next few days.. weeks.. or may be month. But I hoped that in between he could make sometime for me. But if he really cant make it, then so be it. There's nothing I can do.

Anyway, the dinner was quite relaxing.. and very full. Now I don't feel like moving already. hahha
hmm.. donno wat I should do tomorrow to kill time. hmm.

Zhen =P

10:03 PM

I thought
I thought things might be better after that..
I thought things might get back to normal after that..
I thought I'll be suprised..
I thought I could spend more time with you..




But I thought wrong. All wrong. ='(

Zhen =P

2:47 PM

It's Me