Just came back from the class chalet that I organized. I was not as fun as I thought it might be. I'm here to blog about how I felt and why.. For those who don't like whatever I've typed here.. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!!! If you don't like it.. TOO BAD!!!! and I mean it.


Firstly it's a extremely last minute chalet.. I don't know why an I doing the organizing, but I was doing it, from asking to planning. It was only yesterday morning when we had time to prepare the food for BBQ.

I, initially, planned to meet my other classmates at Pasir Ris MRT Station at 1pm, but because I was preparing the food with Vince, Marcus and Ji Long, I asked Kelvin to gather the people and meet us at the chalet. By the time the 4 of us reached the chalet, it's around 2pm, so we checked in first and we waited for the rest at to come. They only came at 3pm!!!!!! Which was 2 hours later than what I've stated. OK.. Maybe they need time to buy the things that we asked them to buy, so they were A LITTLE late.

Secondly, when we asked them tongs, brush and drinks for BBQ.. and we told them that we had A LOT OF FOOD, they still insist to buy chips to eat. Don't really understand why, but since they already bought them, so no choice.

When they came, some of them were complaining about this, commenting about that.. I don't really wanna care about them, so I pretend that I didn't hear anything. *If they are capable of doing a better job, why don't they do it the next time!!! I'll see how well they do!* Then, while we were playing, someone cried.. Maybe she's not happy that she got drawn on the face with charcoal, that's why she did unexpected thing.

Then, dinner... people said that they were hungry, so Vince, Marcus and I started the fire. Vince was mainly the one doing everything. I wanna helped but he doesn't allow me to. But unlike others, I don't like to sit around and wait for the food to come, I made myself useful, help out whenever possible. *Never fail, the same group of people will be there.. waiting to be served..*

After dinner, while waiting for we were waiting for the drinking game to get started, I heard people complaining that they were hungry and they wanna eat cup noodles. But we already had other drink in the water boiler. Despite knowing the truth, the complains NEVER stop. *If you really wanna eat, go and eat those BBQ food... help to clear them! If you are hungry, why don't you eat more just now!???!*

Later in the night, when I finally got hold of a camera, I was browsing through the photos with Jie Ying, we saw a photo of a friend whom looked we comical, or ugly (in her term). Without saying anything, she snatched the camera from me and deleted the photo. *What the hell...!! HELLO~~!!! I'm looking at the pictures here!!*When I got the camera back, we saw another photo of her, but it's not as ugly as the previous, she heard what we said and snatched the camera from me again!!!! And this time, SHE HIT THE CAMERA ON THE MATTRESS HARD!!!!!!! I went up and snatched the camera back from her and I told her that that's not her camera and she cannot just go deleting photos away as she likes...!! and she said that it's not my camera too... why should I care! I was SO PISSED OFF!! Although it not mine, but it's my classmate's, a friend of mine!!! And it's not his personal camera.. He's sharing it with his family! *What the hell was that for!!!????! the camera didn't do anything do you, why the hell are you doing such a thing to other people's camera!!!??*

At that time, he came in and ask what had happened, and I told him what she did and he was really mad, but... he never yelled at her at all and allowed her to delete as many photos of her as she likes. She started to tear. *Crying again.. sian.. can use other methods a not!!!?!! I know because of my build and character, I'll be always be blamed for bullying her if a person starts to cry after our fierce talk.*

Shortly after I came out of the toilet Kelvin told me that that friend was very angry. At that point of time, I was still pissed off, so I said "who won't!! If it happened to me, I'll be worse than him!! Knowing that the family camera got hit!!" Then I got yelled at Kelvin to stop saying whatever that I'm saying. I stopped... and I added "ok.. I'm the bad guy.. I'm always the bad guy!" *What's wrong with saying what I felt!! I know I may worsen the whole situation, but someone must let her know!! Hate me all you want, there's always a person acting as the bad guy.. either me or you. Since you wanna be a goodie goodie, then I'll have to be the bad one*

Then I tried cooling him down and also myself too. Later in the day, I tried to have as little contact with people inside, until this morning. My friends asked me to forgive her as she drunk, but you can't used that as an excuse! There a Chinese saying: when you are drunk, 30% of you are still conscious, so whatever she did was not purely because of she drunk! Even though I had somehow forgive her.. but that doesn't mean that she doesn't need to apologized my friend.

After this chalet, I reassured that who are the ones that I can, I can't and I won't want to play with.