Finally... My hair feels good again!!! For the past weeks... I had been having a very bad hair. Don't know why, after using the new packaging shampoo, my hair became very sticky and looked oily. But NOW.... My hair feels GOOD and NICE!!! hehe. Cause I change a new shampoo today! My hair is once soft, smooth and bouncy. hehe. =D

I'm a happy gal now. hehe.

Once again.. I screwed things up... again... yesterday night... well done. Give me around of applause. Is there anything that I can right? is it me or is it us?

Haiz.. guessed I'm really getting bored of this job.

Hmm... guess I was too sticky in our relationship... think that's why sometimes I caused him to feel irritated. To say the truth.. I'm quite a sticky person. Sorry that I had been quite a pain at time before... But now I'm learning not to be so sticky. Learning to give each other enough space to breath and do our own stuffs.

Hmm.. just in case anyone had read this post before editing, this is what I meant by getting used to... and not getting bored or anything bad about our relationship. So please don't get the wrong idea. I still have feelings for my dear dear... and I know that he feels the same way as me too. ^^

Hope that we can talk things out whenever a problem surfaces and hope that we can last for as long as possible. =D

Just came back to from dinner with dear and his friends. We went to Sunset Way's Yum Yum Thai to eat.

Hmm... At first felt quite weird there... but after awhile. things was ok.
Hmm.. it's been quite sometime since I last saw dear, today finally had the time. Although not alone, but better than nohing. Hmm.. He's going to be busy for the next few days.. weeks.. or may be month. But I hoped that in between he could make sometime for me. But if he really cant make it, then so be it. There's nothing I can do.

Anyway, the dinner was quite relaxing.. and very full. Now I don't feel like moving already. hahha
hmm.. donno wat I should do tomorrow to kill time. hmm.

I thought things might be better after that..
I thought things might get back to normal after that..
I thought I'll be suprised..
I thought I could spend more time with you..




But I thought wrong. All wrong. ='(

haiz.. nothing seemed to be going my way. I just want to escape.

Hihi.. I know it had been a long time since I last updated. Now I'm back to update~!!

Hmm.. Don't really know what to update though.

Recently dear's exam just ended. Ever since his exam starts, we hardly sms or msg each other. He need to study for his papers and I didnt want to disturb him. So I need to let him study. But now his exams ended, he don't seemed to reply back as much. Maybe yesterday he was just too tire, that's why he didn't reply. Haiz... I don't know.

Shall see how thing goes from today onwards....