It's weird.... today... I suddenly had this mixture of feelings.

I was happy that my friend asked me if I wanna join them for dinner... But when I met up with them... Then I noticed that my friend had sent the sms to the wrong person. That's why I received that sms.

Initially, I felt bad because I caused my friend to miss a ride to our dinner venue... But later... while waiting for another friend to fetch us... my friend asked "you're still here for??? Oh... you're joining us for dinner??" When I heard that I was very shocked. I lied and replied that I was thinking if I should join them or join my other friends for dinner. At that moment, I felt like I was forgotten by them. In the end, I decided to leave for home.

On my way home... I felt like crying.. I still though that I was already accepted into their clique..... But it seemed like otherwise now.

I tried talking to some of my friends about my mixture of feelings.. they kept saying that it's a mis-communication and I don't have to take it to heart. But that question asked by my friend was really hurtful.

After chatting with to of my friends, I felt better. Thank you~~!! ^^

Hmm... May be at that point of time I was really thinking too much... (I really hoped that I AM thinking too much)... But the truth is only known by the person asked that question.